Воспоминания после рождения. История первая.

Добрый день, друзья. Я вам расскажу несколько примеров, как ощущает себя душа после рождения. Вы заметите нечто похожее в каждой истории, некий ключ, на который я хочу вас вывести. И этот ключ — ценность рождения! Душе всегда важно и ценно родиться, начать свой путь, начать собственную линию жизни. Обстоятельства рождения и первых дней жизни могут быть разными, не всегда счастливыми, но душа начинает свой путь, и это  является огромной ценностью для нее.

Душе важно родиться в разные времена и пространства, где могут быть разные уровни осознанности по вопросу родов и рождения. Но душе необходимо родиться! Душе необходимо начать свой путь! И душа знает, заранее знает, какое у нее будет рождение. Этот вопрос обговаривается при планировании жизни с наставниками, с душами будущих мам и пап.

До настоящего времени, при рождении в роддомах детей разделяли с матерями на несколько дней. Домашние роды были крайне редки. Большинство старшего и среднего поколения, были рождены и разделены с матерями на первые дни. Как это ощущалось и проживалось младенцами? Давайте послушаем.

Где моя мама?

Я родилась, и меня унесли в другую комнату. Санитарка несет меня по коридору роддома и смотрит на меня, а я смотрю на нее, вопросительно: «Где моя мама?» Санитарка устало и буднично бормочет мне: «Что смотришь, мамку ищешь? Мамка отдыхает твоя. Ты к детям пойдешь».

Кладет меня в кроватку и уходит, чем-то гремит. Энергетика вокруг чужая. Прохладно. Зыбко. Я пока словно не понимаю, что я уже в земном мире, что я уже тут. Я словно чего-то жду. Все происходит как-будто бы не со мной, что-то важное не происходит. И тут меня опять пронизает мысль: «Где же мама?» Я чувствую незнакомое ощущение внутри, оно неприятное, дискомфортное. Мне срочно нужны мамины руки, голос, запах!

Где моя мама, где?

Что случилось, почему я одна? Что это за место, как я тут оказалась? Рядом я слышу истошный крик младенца и понимаю, что вокруг меня лежат новорожденные детки. Я явно начинаю ощущать внутри себя странное и неприятное чувство, что это за ощущение, что за муражки по телу. Я глубоко дышу «где моя мама!» и из моей груди вырывается звук, который помогает мне выразить глубину моего отчаяния. Я кричу, кричу, кричу: «Мама, мама, мама, где ты?» Все мы кричим.

Приходит санитарка, опять та же усталая женщина, она подходит ко мне и засовывает в рот незнакомый мне предмет, оттуда что-то льется, приторно сладкое и теплое. Я не могу сопротивляться. Я пью это. Хотя душа ждала другого. Теплого, душистого, маминого, с маминым сердечком, с маминым запахом.

Этот суррогат притупляет мое сознание, я начинаю как-то смутно понимать, где я, впадаю в забытье, засыпаю и выхожу из тела. Мне дискомфортно. Я смотрю на себя вне тела и вижу комнату с детскими кроватками, там лежат дети, кто-то плачет, кого-то кормят засыпающей жидкостью и они выходят из тела. Мы все находимся в некоем ступоре. Мы смотрим друг на друга в растерянности. Что с нами происходит?

Я так и повисла сверху своего крошечного, человеческого тела и удивленно смотрю на него. Мне срочно нужно что-то делать, что-то пошло не так.

Вдруг ко мне подлетает сияющая душа. Он лучезарно улыбается. Ох, это мой близкий друг, в этой жизни он мой дух-наставник. Я в какой-то растерянности, но постепенно все вспоминаю. Он, улыбаясь, говорит: «Что, реальность отличается от теории?» И словно спадает пелена, я начинаю вспоминать. Ах, я же это все знала!

Моя душа знала, что я рождаюсь и первые три дня нахожусь отдельно от мамы, такие правила этого земного мира. По- другому никак. Мы обговаривали это с душой мамы, мы принимали правила времени и пространства земли. Но как, оказывается, на практике все ощущается колюче и безжизненней. Там, в мире души, мы все «били себя в грудь» и  подпрыгивали в предвкушении начала воплощения. Нам казалось это такими мелочами, главное – родиться! Мы были согласны на все, на любые сложные моменты при рождении, главное начать свой путь в этом удивительную веху времени. Да, я понимала, что эти три дня дадут некий дефицит любви, но меня это не страшило, казалось, со всем справлюсь. Главное, прийти, родиться, начать!

А теперь я повисла над своим крошечным телом и растерянно удивляюсь холодному и безразличному пространству вокруг. Моя душа метнулась к маме, та лежала и дремала, на ее лице была слабая улыбка. Мама улыбалась во сне. Она родила девочку. Она тоже тут одна, среди других, чужих ей рожениц.

И эта улыбка во сне меня согрела. Я собралась, сконцентрировалась: «Этот строгий земной мир, придется еще привыкнуть к этой морозной пустоте вокруг. Нечего, дождусь маму! Ничего». Я сняла первичную пелену сумрака с сознания, я вспомнила, мои дети будут рождены уже по-другому. И именно этот опыт рождения даст мне платформу, внутреннее знание, что мои дети нуждаются в другом старте. Мир будет меняться. Отношение к родам и развитию детей будет меняться. И это будет на глазах у меня, я буду участвовать в этих грандиозных переменах. Именно в этих великих трансформациях будет участвовать моя душа. Невероятно! Смогу ли я пережить свои собственные дни одиночества после рождения? Конечно, смогу, они мне уже дали опыт!

Так, моя душа с первого дня на земле училась принимать любые обстоятельства жизни. Я не жила в изобилии материнских энергий, которые вливают в ребенка фундамент внутреннего комфорта и состояние личного счастья. Меня поместили в отдельную кроватку дома, меня кормили смесью с рождения, меня отдали бабушке на долгие годы. Но я всегда помнила, что ожидания и реальность могут быть разными. Но для меня была главное, что я родилась, мои родители дали мне жизнь на земле. Я начала свой путь. Я училась принимать, жить в принятие и с-мир-ении. И готовила себя к будущему, к реализации задач своей души.

Поделиться статьей!

Комментарии:

Комментарии на Блог
59 комментариев
  1. I visit day-to-day some blogs and sites to read articles or reviews, except this
    web site provides quality based posts.

    Feel free to surf to my web-site: translate.google.com

  2. Thanks on your marvelous posting! I definitely enjoyed
    reading it, you can be a great author.I will be sure to bookmark your blog and will come
    back from now on. I want to encourage you
    to continue your great writing, have a nice holiday
    weekend!

    Also visit my weblog: Davis

  3. Howdy! I understand this is sort of off-topic
    however I had to ask. Does running a well-established website such as yours take a lot of work?
    I am completely new to operating a blog but I do
    write in my journal every day. I’d like to start a blog so I
    can share my own experience and feelings online.
    Please let me know if you have any kind of recommendations or tips for brand new aspiring bloggers.
    Appreciate it!

    My blog post: Colin

  4. Great beat ! I would like to apprentice while you amend your website, how could
    i subscribe for a blog site? The account aided me a acceptable deal.
    I had been tiny bit acquainted of this your broadcast provided bright
    clear concept

  5. I’m gone to tell my little brother, that he should
    also visit this weblog on regular basis to take updated from most up-to-date news.

  6. I loved as much as you will receive carried out right
    here. The sketch is attractive, your authored subject matter stylish.
    nonetheless, you command get got an impatience
    over that you wish be delivering the following. unwell unquestionably come further formerly again since exactly the same nearly very often inside case you shield this increase.

  7. I really like looking through an article that will make people think.
    Also, many thanks for permitting me to comment!

    Also visit my weblog; Christiane

  8. Thanks on your marvelous posting! I definitely enjoyed reading it, you
    can be a great author. I will be sure to bookmark your blog
    and definitely will come back later on. I want to encourage you continue your great posts, have a nice
    day!

    Look into my blog … Tonya

  9. I am sure this article has touched all the internet visitors, its really really
    nice piece of writing on building up new website.

  10. Ahaa, its good dialogue on the topic of this article at this place at this webpage, I have read all that,
    so at this time me also commenting at this place.

  11. Hello, i think that i saw you visited my site thus i came to “return the favor”.I’m trying to find things
    to improve my web site!I suppose its ok to use some
    of your ideas!!

  12. It is not my first time to pay a visit this
    web page, i am browsing this site dailly and take good data from here everyday.

    Also visit my web site :: Keri

  13. Do you mind if I quote a couple of your posts as long as I provide credit and sources back
    to your weblog? My blog site is in the exact same niche as yours
    and my visitors would really benefit from a lot of the
    information you provide here. Please let me know if this ok with you.
    Many thanks!

  14. Pretty! This was a really wonderful article.
    Thanks for supplying these details.

  15. Hey! Do you use Twitter? I’d like to follow you if that
    would be okay. I’m undoubtedly enjoying your blog and look forward to new posts.

  16. What a data of un-ambiguity and preserveness of precious knowledge
    concerning unexpected feelings.

  17. Good day! I could have sworn I’ve been to this website before but after
    browsing through some of the post I realized it’s new to me.
    Anyhow, I’m definitely happy I found it and I’ll be book-marking and checking back often!

  18. I must thank you for the efforts you have put in penning this site.
    I’m hoping to view the same high-grade blog posts by you in the future as well.
    In fact, your creative writing abilities has motivated me to get my very own blog
    now ;)

    Also visit my web page — Shawn

  19. Hello there, You have done an incredible job. I’ll
    certainly digg it and personally suggest to my friends. I’m confident they’ll be benefited from
    this site.

  20. Thanks for the good writeup. It in reality was once a enjoyment account it.
    Look complicated to far brought agreeable from you!

    By the way, how could we be in contact?

  21. Ahaa, its nice conversation regarding this post here at this weblog, I have read all that, so at
    this time me also commenting here.

  22. fantastic issues altogether, you just received a new reader.
    What might you suggest in regards to your put up that you simply made a few days in the past?
    Any sure?

  23. Simply want to say your article is as astonishing.
    The clarity in your post is simply excellent and i could assume you’re an expert on this
    subject. Well with your permission let me to grab your RSS
    feed to keep updated with forthcoming post. Thanks a million and please continue the gratifying work.

  24. I read this paragraph fully concerning the resemblance of most up-to-date and earlier
    technologies, it’s awesome article.

  25. Hey there! I just want to give you a big thumbs up for the excellent information you
    have right here on this post. I’ll be coming back to your
    blog for more soon.

  26. I’m not sure exactly why but this web site is loading incredibly slow for me.

    Is anyone else having this issue or is it a problem on my end?
    I’ll check back later and see if the problem still exists.

  27. Oh my goodness! Awesome article dude! Many thanks,
    However I am encountering problems with your RSS. I don’t understand
    why I cannot join it. Is there anybody having identical RSS problems?
    Anybody who knows the answer will you kindly respond? Thanks!!

  28. Howdy this is somewhat of off topic but I was wanting
    to know if blogs use WYSIWYG editors or if you have to manually
    code with HTML. I’m starting a blog soon but have no coding know-how so I
    wanted to get advice from someone with experience.
    Any help would be greatly appreciated!

  29. Hello are using WordPress for your blog platform?

    I’m new to the blog world but I’m trying to get started and create my own. Do you require
    any coding expertise to make your own blog? Any help would
    be really appreciated!

  30. Do you have a spam issue on this site; I also am a blogger, and
    I was curious about your situation; many of us have created some nice
    methods and we are looking to swap methods with
    others, be sure to shoot me an email if interested.

  31. I was suggested this web site by my cousin. I am not sure whether this post is
    written by him as no one else know such detailed about my problem.

    You’re wonderful! Thanks!

  32. I do not even understand how I stopped up here, however I believed this submit
    used to be good. I don’t understand who you might be but certainly you are going to a well-known blogger in the event you aren’t
    already. Cheers!

  33. Great goods from you, man. I have remember your stuff previous to and you are simply extremely magnificent.
    I actually like what you’ve got here, really like what you’re saying and
    the way by which you are saying it. You make it entertaining and you still care for to stay it
    wise. I cant wait to learn much more from you. This is actually
    a great web site.

  34. After I originally left a comment I seem to have clicked the -Notify me when new comments are added- checkbox and now each time a comment is added I get 4 emails with the
    same comment. Is there a way you are able to remove me from that
    service? Cheers!

  35. My relatives every time say that I am wasting
    my time here at web, however I know I am getting experience all the time by reading thes pleasant posts.

  36. I think the admin of this web page is truly working hard in favor of his site,
    because here every stuff is quality based stuff.

  37. It is appropriate time to make some plans for the future and it is time
    to be happy. I have read this post and if I could I desire to suggest you few interesting things or suggestions.
    Perhaps you can write next articles referring to this article.
    I desire to read even more things about it!

  38. Having read this I believed it was rather enlightening.
    I appreciate you spending some time and energy to put this short article together.
    I once again find myself personally spending a lot of time both reading and leaving comments.
    But so what, it was still worthwhile!

  39. Aw, this was an incredibly good post. Finding the time and actual effort to produce a really good article… but what can I say…
    I procrastinate a lot and never seem to get anything done.

  40. Thanks for sharing your info. I really appreciate your efforts and I will be waiting for your further write ups thanks once again.

  41. This design is spectacular! You most certainly know how to keep a reader amused.
    Between your wit and your videos, I was almost moved to start my own blog (well, almost…HaHa!) Fantastic job.
    I really loved what you had to say, and more than that, how you presented it.

    Too cool!

  42. g

    Way cool! Some very valid points! I appreciate you penning this write-up plus the rest of the site is
    also very good.

  43. g

    I love your blog.. very nice colors & theme.
    Did you make this website yourself or did you hire someone to do it
    for you? Plz answer back as I’m looking to design my own blog and would like to find out where u got this from.
    many thanks

  44. g

    Now I am going to do my breakfast, once having my breakfast coming
    again to read other news.

  45. g

    I am not sure where you are getting your info, but good topic.
    I needs to spend some time learning more or understanding more.

    Thanks for magnificent info I was looking for this info for my mission.

  46. Great article, just what I was looking for.

  47. g

    Hi there to every body, it’s my first pay a quick visit of
    this web site; this webpage consists of remarkable and truly excellent stuff in support of readers.

  48. g

    Thanks for your marvelous posting! I quite enjoyed reading it, you
    might be a great author.I will be sure to bookmark your blog
    and will come back down the road. I want to
    encourage one to continue your great job, have a nice holiday weekend!

  49. g

    whoah this blog is excellent i really like studying
    your posts. Keep up the good work! You know, lots of persons are
    looking around for this information, you can aid them greatly.

  50. g

    Appreciate this post. Will try it out.

  51. First of all I would like to say fantastic blog!

    I had a quick question which I’d like to ask if you don’t
    mind. I was curious to find out how you center yourself and clear your thoughts prior to writing.
    I’ve had difficulty clearing my thoughts in getting
    my ideas out there. I truly do enjoy writing however it just seems like the first
    10 to 15 minutes are usually wasted just trying to figure out how to begin.
    Any suggestions or tips? Appreciate it!

  52. My family always say that I am killing my time here at web,
    but I know I am getting knowledge daily by reading thes good articles or reviews.

  53. Do you have a spam problem on this site; I also am a blogger, and I was
    curious about your situation; we have created some nice methods and we are looking to
    exchange strategies with other folks, be sure to
    shoot me an email if interested.

  54. I always spent my half an hour to read this website’s articles
    everyday along with a mug of coffee.

  55. Right here is the perfect web site for anyone who wants to understand this topic.
    You understand so much its almost hard to argue with you
    (not that I personally will need to…HaHa). You
    definitely put a fresh spin on a topic which has been discussed
    for years. Excellent stuff, just excellent!

  56. This design is incredible! You certainly know how to keep a reader entertained.
    Between your wit and your videos, I was almost moved
    to start my own blog (well, almost…HaHa!) Fantastic job.

    I really enjoyed what you had to say, and more than that, how you presented it.
    Too cool!

  57. This site was… how do I say it? Relevant!! Finally I’ve
    found something which helped me. Thank you!

  58. Hello there! This post could not be written any better! Reading through this post reminds me of my previous room mate!
    He always kept talking about this. I will forward this
    write-up to him. Fairly certain he will have a good read.
    Thank you for sharing!

  59. Hey there exceptional website! Does running a blog similar to this require a large amount of work?
    I have virtually no understanding of programming however I was
    hoping to start my own blog in the near future.

    Anyway, if you have any ideas or techniques for new blog owners please
    share. I know this is off subject nevertheless I just needed to ask.
    Thanks!

Оставьте ваш комментарий или вопрос